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6月18日 New blog...After some thought, I decided to move my blog to another location. So if you are still wishing to follow along in the life and times of this side of the Evans family, please click here Fading Light to join our continuing story.
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~Zahara Evans 6月9日 Well then....It takes me forever to update this thing lol.
Not too much to report. Not too much is going on. Cayden is still doing well in school and Nakia is up with Oriel for Valediction of their class for maintaining a 4.0 GPA the last 4 years of their school life here. Cayden and Sachiel both made Salutatorian for 3.9 GPA's. We all couldn't be more proud.
Nakia tells me the Spring Fling Formal is coming up too. They can't wait till it gets here. Cayden... Silly boy XD. I have heard him practicing his speech to ask Oriel to it for the past 2 weeks. Not sure who Nakia is going with, but I heard Serenity talking the other day about being asked to go. Someone named Nicoli.
I can't help but wonder if he is the reason she has been out later and later the last few weeks. She still has yet to really say much about him to us though... I have had this strange dream the past couple of nights. I am surprised I haven't woken 'Kura up in the middle of the night... Sometimes I swear he can sleep like the dead...
I see darkness... blood... I see a man with white hair and fangs. But the fangs aren't always visible. He looks like a typical normal everyday kind of guy ... well.. one with white hair. It's normal to me because of 'Kura, Cayden, and Serenity... I have seen golden eyes in my dream that remind me oddly of RIJ's... But sometimes the eyes turn blood red and that's when the fangs appear. Then I see visions of dead bodies... *cringes*
I don't know why these visions are coming to me, but they have made it so that I am unable to sleep very well at night. More often times than not, I sit on our balcony and look out at the stars. Which leads me to other things I probably shouldn't be seeing...
I have seen a couple down on the beach a few times. I can never see their faces. But a part of me feels like I know them. They are very much in love or so it seems. He is tender and careful with her, and she seems to float on air when he is near. I remember the days of young love. 'Kura and I were like that once. We still have our moments. We are forever young, so we like to make the most of it. But these two on the beach... something about them.... it feels... I don't know... forbidden.
I guess one can only hope they don't get caught. For now I will just worry about Serenity and this mystery guy. The day after the formal dance, they leave on their cruise trip. I can't help but worry about that too... Something feels off about it. But I guess I have to just trust in our children. They have had their training. Mother has even increased practice times. Still I fear if it is enough. I know what it's like and I wasn't a chosen one. Both Cayden and Nakia are. That means their responsibilty is even more...
I hear Serenity trying to sneak back into the house... guess it's time I go find out what's going on... 6月1日 My, how the years have flown...14 years to be exact. 'Kura and I have been together 20 years, and we couldn't be happier. Past mistakes left in the past, we were able to move on with our lives and just keep it real between us. No more secrets and lies. He knows everything there ever was to know.
Nakia and Cayden are doing well. We have been proud of them. They graduate their last year of high school this year. History, oddly enough, was their strongest course lol. I guess it helps when your parents have lived through every major event studied in their classes. 'Kura had been eager to help them. I was surprised, yes, but very glad to see it. And there there is our other daughter. Serenity is what we called her. She is 15 now. Her brother and sister are 19... Normally they would have graduated school already, but due to the things that happened 14 years ago with our friends nad family dying, and rising and fighting.... it was a mess. They had missed too many days of school and had to retake the class. So they will be graduating with Oriel and Sachiel this year.
I know Nakia has been looking forward to the senior class trip. A trip to Hawaii for about a week and a half. Rumor has it, teachers are still looking for parents to volunteer to go with the students... Not sure if 'Kura and I could handle all those teens lol. Besides, Serenity has plans to stay with Angel and Ori that week as she is getting some help in one of her classes from their youngest daughter Rayne. 'Kura and I can finally get some alone time...
Considering we bought this beautiful log cabin-style home in the woods, it would be nice to have it as our hideaway for a little while
^_- . It's a beautiful place on the cliffs. From the south side windows we can actually look down and see Angel and Sanura's homes, so it's nice. Although playing beach volleyball with the guys can be murder on one's muscles lol. Still, many times, Angel, Sanura and I would just sit there and watch them play. Those bodies glistening in the sun...
Mmmmm Poeotry in motion XD!
I did see something rather odd though a few times...
I remember I was putting dishes away when i happened to glance out the window. I saw Angel and RIJ underneath some trees near her home. They were talking... at least I think they were talking. It was serious, is all I can tell. The way they looked at each other...
I remembered that look in his eyes. It was the same look he had given me when he and I had our affair. I just pray that isn't the case with Angel. She does't remember Ori's reaction to learning about her having feelings for Orifiel... But I do. He was beyond furious. If he was to even THINK that she is seeing someone else...
I don't even want to think about it. She's an honorable woman. She also really loves Ori. So much so that when RIJ and Sanura renewed their vows, they did a double ceremony with them. It was a lovely ceremony though.
Well, I suppose I better run along to bed now. lol
But before I do- some pictures...
 Nakia aged 19 Cayden aged 19 Serenity aged 15. And that would be our happly family ^_^ 5月22日 Oooo the confusion....Too many things are going on that leave many of us confused, bothered, and bewildered... I'm sure by now someone has mentioned the events of the funeral. This went beyond insane...
It boils down to RIj being used to revive Angel for Orifiel's sake, but things backfiring. Orifiel ended up leaving the funeral with Rose. Angel disappeared. Oriel called out for help mentally after she had disappeared. I found her with her mother. Angel had been badly hurt. Rose's handiwork. I could hear the battle going on around me but my focus was on her. Cayden had gone with me to help Oriel. It seems they have developed quie a bond. They don't like be separated. It reminds me ofOriel's connection to Orion, but this is almost different. I can sense Cayden trying even harder to keep his control. A new power surges within him and it scares him. But he does what he has to do. I can see just how much of my families determination is a part of him.
Orifiel had been badly injured as well by the time I had gotten there. The only thing that would help him would be an energy transfer again. I was hesitant knowing what happened the last time. And with Rose there, there was no telling if she would allow us to be connected a s long as would be needed. But I attempted it anyway...
He was like a vacuum. The energy drained me. I barely had the strength to pull back before the last of my energy was gone. I remember falling back, but nothing more. I guess I blacked out again. I have been doing nothing but rest ever since. Mostly just staying near 'Kura. He worries about me. He really is sweet. I am glad for that. Looking back now, all the fear and hesitation people had about our union was really for nothing. He has been golden to me and I could never have asked for more.
As for what's going on now... I have had odd visions. Visions of Kayura and Rose. Both of them in power. Rose in her own separate body. Something was done, but just what I am uncertain. But the spiral of events is about to begin to unravel. I only hope we are ready for what happens... when it finally happens... 5月7日 The rest is silence....The past 3 days have been silent and dark in the penthouse. No one knows what to say. I don't think anything can be said... Oriel clings to her father. Her last link to her mother. She lost one parent and now she fears losing the other. She is scared. I hear her screams at night as nightmare after nightmare plagues her mind.
Aunt AFG does everything remotely possible to keep my Uncle Atemu calm. But the loss of both my parents has taken its toll. He is ... displaced... lost in himself. So far gone it seems hard to believe anything can bring him back. Nakia took the news of her grandparent's death pretty hard as well. She just sits and stares out the window. Cayden tries to check in on her and Oriel. But he knows enough to let them be. I have explained that Oriel needs her father right now. That he needs her as well. If there was ever a time in which I doubted his love for his daughter I know stand corrected. he has been wonderful to her through this considering. I know he hasn't been getting any more sleep again... He is draining himself and he doesn't seem to care... It's like he's given up.. Or maybe he is plotting... I guess we will know during the funeral one way or another...
Bryant... hasn't left his and Natara's room since his return. He won't eat... He has shut himself out as well...
The battle was successful, but the price paid has just been too high... Too many we love were taken from us. What's more is the battle can't possibly be done... The symols my mother, father, and Natara had on their shoulders.... they have reappeared again... Cayden has noticed a mark resembling my fathers flames on his right shoulder. Nakia has a star on hers. And Oriel... The heart of my mother's white heart power has appeared on her shoulder. With my parents gone.. it will be up to the rest of us to train them in the ways of my parents...
It will be up to the rest of us to get them ready for their own fate...
but for now.. I have a funeral to get ready for... After 3 long days.. it is time to finally say goodbye... and let them rest in peace...
Ra... I don't want to... Please.. Ra.. give them back... I beg you please.. give them back to us... 5月6日 A transfer of energy...It isnt' something I do very oten.. but this was an extreme case.
Orifiel seemed to be... .. wellI'd say odd but he was acting pretty normally for a guy who just learned that his fiancee and daughter were just kidnapped. It took me forever to convince him to go to find Kayura. Cayden said he saw Kayura take Oriel... Atemu mentioned Angel being taken to Theron... The only logical explanation is that she knows something.
We finally get to the hotel she is staying at with Ori. But Orifiel is acting strange. Turns out he was communicating with Oriel. The odd thing was that it seemed to hurt him to talk to her...It didn't make sense... he is the first one I have seen in which a telepathic link hurt... It was then I noticed even more.. he was sick... not sick sick.. weak... Just very weak. His energy level was low. He can't seem to explain it either...
So.. I offered to help him... in a way I have helped very few. Normally, energy transfer is very simple for me... if there is a wound- pass my hand ofer i and it can be healed... but ... there are other ways of energy transfers... Ways Cayden unfortunately know all too well. Ways that if not controled can kill a person.. quickly.
To take energy from a person (usually willing)... the person with the kind of powers I have can place their lips at a person's wrist or neck .. kind of like a vampire... thus the name Psychic vampire... except there is no blood involved.. however... for a direct energy transfer... it is best if the person giving the energy places their forehead against the receiver's forhead. SO I did this for him, knowing he would need a great deal of it.
I didn't realize just how drained he was.. his body kept pulling the energy from me. Drinking from me like I was the fountain of youth... I felt the weakness beginning to take me with it and knew I had to break the connection before he took my life... a side effect that is not very well liked... another is a person receiving that kind of power can come to crave it.. like a drug and continue to want fixes... I can't be that for Orifiel- so let's just hope it was a one time thing...
He apologized.. but it was my choice. I pushed him away before it was too late... I have the control that Cayden does not have right now... Cayden nearly hurt a girl with his touch one day about a year ago. It was then that I realized he managed to get that power from me... So he had to be keep back for a little while till it was explained to him what he could and could not do until we learned more...
Anyway... I just hope he will be okay now.. Mother said the time had come to take the battle to Theron... I have a terrible feeling about this... people will be both hurt and killed...on both sides...
Can the ones left behind deal with the grief?
'Kura... I am not completely certain what my visions are telling me... but I wanted you to know how much I loved you, just in case. You made my life interesting and worth living. I could always count and trust you. You are my world. My thief. The Thief king who stole my heart... 'Kura... no matter what. I love you... and if I don't come out of it alright... I will be waiting there on the other side for you.... *mwah* 5月1日 THE RESULTS ARE IN!!!!And I couldn't be happier ^_^
We are having a little girl.
We as in my 'Kura and me XD!
Yup 'Kura is the father of the baby I am carrying. This answer is such a relief. I have even gotten my appetite back lol. I am feeling tired now so I am hoping I can finally get some rest. I will need it in the coming months.
'Kura said he kind of had the same feelings going through him that he had back when he was still doing his old thieving ways. He assures me that it's a good thing though lol.
Not sure what RIJ is thinking. More or less likely it is relief. The last thing he would have wanted was to be connected to me through a child.
Yes- I am glad things worked out this way. Now we can concentrate on other things. Like.. getting my cousin and the rest of my family home safe, and protecting Angel from Theron and Ori.... Mother is going to have to eventually explain everything when everyone slows down. I have seen Angel's blog. I can see the inner turmoil she faces. the fear. She has seen her ending and she doesn't understand. She doesn't WANT to understand. Nor will she want to face what is going to happen...
I only pray that Orifiel's love is strong enough to pull her back when she is gone... If he loves her enough... she will make it through this... |
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